[dannylightning]

well i had a bunch of test done, looks like those came back ok, now they want me to take a ct scan test and check for brain tumors.

when i was young i used to get anxiety attacks really bad, i finally learned to get rid of them after a long time of thinking i was having a heart attack and dying. eventually i was able to tell my self its jsut anxiety as soon as i started getting a attack and it would almost instantly go away. they stopped eventually. last summer i had that heat stroke and now im always start worrying every time i get kind of hot. and my daily anxiety and stress levels have been way up ever since that happend

i honestly think when i start to get hot i freak out a little and after a while of that it throws me in to a anxiety attack. but last time i aways thought i was having a heat attack. i am no longer scared of that but this is a whole different animal and its gonna take a while to get over.

i went out and got a thermometer to carry with me, i hope next time i get hot like that, if i take my temp and see that my body temperature is normal i wont have a big freak out. i just need to find something to assure me that im not over heated and about to have a heat stroke again. hell it may do the trick, it's worth a shot. but if i see that my temperature is too high than i know i got something to worry about and it's probably not the anxiety but im about 90 precent sure it is. but 90 percent sure is not enough to completely convince my self.

anxiety sucks..